Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Temporary Sorrow

Squeeze the salt out my swollen eyes
Flashes of misery, what are the reasons?
That distorted my focus, my perspective
My selfish prerogative

The banks of my eyes are dry
Leaving remnants behind
Fragments of a temporary sorrow
Inscribing you in my mind

Strange, only this morning
Did I stare into your sleep-deprived eyes
And swallow the tears in my cappuccino
And wish it were the way it was before

The words you write fill the dam in my eyes,
Complete the empty space in my heart,
Flood the drought of sugar in my voice,
Free the unborn bird in my mind

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Lyrics of the Younger

It's not over yet
I've but stroked the surface of reality
Knocking at my unborn door
Waiting on an answer
My arms are swimming
But my mind refuses

Life is too sweet to watch it pass by
Like a long summer afternoon
Where did my summer go?
It's fall, but I'm still living in a
Summer kind of haze
Dazed by the rush of blood to the head
A singer's recollection of yesterdays left unsaid
They read like lyrics and I think
Maybe I can write a song
A melody for the slightest productivity
Alleviate my stillness
Sitting in a pool of broken sand

It's hardly the second half
The second part of a secondary year
But I reach over sparks
And see the sun embrace my tears and
Wipe them on the clouds I dream on
Sailing through the miseries of
A universal truth
A kind of panacea
I wish it could exist

But I won't live in fantasies
And cradle my thoughts in maybes
Lather the rims of forgotten tries
And make amends those attempts to
Drive the connection into
Something I cannot comprehend
So I just ride the wind into a thousand paths
And take on whichever breeze pleases me
And the weights crushing my shoulders
Celebrate their pay day and I
Breathe and feign weariness when I know
I lack retention of
The words they manifest
In my favor, no less

Pick out the imperfections
Because that's how I'm wired to be
See the miniscule cracks in a lake
Mirroring my trains of desire

My maladies flow down my cheeks
Etching a sort of canyon
But I drown myself in lyrics of the younger
A youthful sort of sincere
Of happiness and remedies
And freedom for us all
Take back what I have lost
And be happy, I say
Smile.

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Shades of Me

Deep in the depths of my thoughts
I can be sweet and happy and stress-free but I
See the lines on the faces to
Create a new visage I don't
Have

I tell myself to make a metamorphosis
Butterfly wings
Monarch of the art
Falling into a natural equilibrium

I can't.
It's my nature.
Do I accept off-beat melodies
For shadows of possibilities?

Someday the light will
Reflect a kaleidoscope of
The shades of me,
Maybe,
All the shades of me.

Thursday, July 7, 2011

Vote for "Singular"

Please rate my poem "Singular" on the TeenInk website. If I get enough votes, it might appear on the homepage :)

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Recent Accomplishments

I started a new hobby.

I collect beads
And bottles
Of my tears.

I made a deal with the stars.

They’ll constellate
Into my own
On a walk of fame.

Untitled

A haiku.

White Christmas never
Came, hopes falling down, starting
All over again

Saltwater

Last Saturday I visited the ocean
And pretended I wasn’t cold
Now I can’t fake the bubbliness
I’ve to admit, saltwater is delicious

Why do you have to be
Oceans away from me
When I need you the most?
A single word could make my day
Or even just your face

This isn’t one of those songs
Where I complain about my life
Or how I can’t breathe
Or why I can’t see
I’m better than that
I’mma replace that
With a box of my saltwater tears

Why do we have to be
So unable to speak?
Decipher my telepathy
In this strange land

Someday my velleity
Will start a well of these memories
The box will be dry
I won’t have to cry
In my box of saltwater tears